A lil scared

[wayoftheleaf]

I havn't smoked since June the third. I go back to my house in knoxville today.

so that is 15 days I havn't smoked. We are leaving in another 7 hours, at 10:30 in the morning, it will take us 6 or 7 hours to get there. and when we do, my friend is gonna smoke me up.

But honestly(and i don't know why) I am a little scared. There is very little i want more right now than bowl or blunt. In fact I can't think of anything. But it just is scary for some reason. I don't know why.

Anyone else ever feel like this after a break?

[MagicalHerb]

hm..i was scared after i got home from this winderness thing, after 40 days i was finally smoking and it was so strong and i was having crazy visuals. but it was scary, it reminded me of my first time smoking. anyways just smoke it up! the weed is for smoking.

[Acouwaila]

Never like that for me after I take breaks but my breaks are only like a week when I do take them....

so maybe If I waited about a month itd be crazy and new again....im kind of interested in trying it but I mean fuck that...I wanna smoke

[ipodguy]

i used to get anxious
maybe youre confusing that with scared

[geonagual]

Never been scared of weed. HAHA


I have been excited though.

[nystgmatic]

After a while smokin, one gets to depend on it, methinks. Not like addicted physically, but just because it's so relaxing, I almost feel like its a mini-vacation. And like they say, all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy.
all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy

in fact, its just how i feel right now. I just moved to knoxville and haven't smoked in a month. (ancy)

[Spoken Word]

Not weed. I'm usually excited about getting high after a break. Then again, I don't smoke a lot all at once anymore. I think you also mean anxious(sp) cause that's normal. But it's funny, anything negative usually gets lost in the high...so don't sweat it.

[go toke up]

knoxville tennesse? i was in gatlinburg on vacation down there for like a week

[Juggnoxalo]

knoxville tennesse? i was in gatlinburg on vacation down there for like a weekGatlinburg is the shit. I try to go there once a year and they usually have pretty good bong/pipe prices compared to other parts of tennessee. So I always pick a new piece up everytime I visit. Gatlinburg is just a chill place to be and definitely takes my stress away. Chilling up in the mountains in a fresh ass cabin getting blistered is the way to go, definitely if it's in the winter and the place your at has a hottub. We had a hottub in our cabin and it was fuckin' amazing.