Wtf is wrong?

[passitplz]

lately i feel depressed. like ive never felt this way. i feel shitty emotionally and nothin even happened to make me feel this way. idk wtf is wrong with me and its honestly scaring me. its an indescribably feeling. idk wat to do. im sure as shit not goin to a doctor and i dont wanna tell my parents... this seriously sucks.

its not like a poor me feeling or anything like that its just i feel bad. i hope some of u understand what im talkin about and can help.

[rebgirl420]

man join the club! I used to feel like that all the time until I got on meds for it. Ends up im bi-polar w/ psychotic features and schizo. Man those were some bad times.

[passitplz]

i cant do that. thats y i cant tell my parents or any shit... i do not wanna get put on meds and i dont want some bitch doctor tellin me i got depression and shit... i always thought i was stronger than that. seems like shit is just fallin apart in my life and like i said... nothing bad has even happened.

[passitplz]

man join the club! I used to feel like that all the time until I got on meds for it. Ends up im bi-polar w/ psychotic features and schizo. Man those were some bad times.

wat is that?

[rebgirl420]

Stronger than that? Having a mental illness gives you crazy boost above people. My bipolar makes me better than all sorts of people b.c of it.

[rebgirl420]

Well they threw me into lockup because I tried to shoot up the school. So I guess thats why I have that.

[passitplz]

Stronger than that? Having a mental illness gives you crazy boost above people. My bipolar makes me better than all sorts of people b.c of it.

explain please?

[ericwt]

Is this like a feeling of impending doom?

Or have you not eaten very well today and just finished 2 candy bars followed by a cup of coffee?

Are you stoned or straight?

[rebgirl420]

You think differently than others. You have that edge over people. Not to mention alot of the most intelligent people have some sort of mental illness. So do artists.

[passitplz]

Is this like a feeling of impending doom?

Or have you not eaten very well today and just finished 2 candy bars followed by a cup of coffee?

Are you stoned or straight?

im not stoned.

it not a feeling of something bads gonna happen.

and no lol its not cuz i ate that stuff

[passitplz]

You think differently than others. You have that edge over people. Not to mention alot of the most intelligent people have some sort of mental illness. So do artists.

can this shit just pop up cuz i just started feelin this way today...

[rebgirl420]

Well usually your so use to it that you dont even realize it. And it usually grows after a time but yeah It can pop up sometimes.

[Kenn]

It sux to feel down ,everyone goes thru bad patches man.Times when I get down i usually get some nice ganj and Catch up with some mates.A good friend can always put a smile on ya face and give some friendly advise.When any of my mates get down I enjoy cheering them up and Im always there to listen.

[ericwt]

Is it an overwhelming feeling?

I did you just Graduate?

[Weedhound]

Rebgirl....what did you say about a school?

[passitplz]

Is it an overwhelming feeling?

I did you just Graduate?

im not sure if it an overwhelming feeling cuz i dont know which point would be everwhelming. and no i didnt just graduate.

i just got sick about 5 min ago and i havent even eatin anything since like 4 so thats weird.

idk

*edit* i was on bars a while ago could that be it?

[rebgirl420]

Rebgirl....what did you say about a school?

I tried to shoot it up 2 times.

[Weedhound]

just wanted to make sure I read that right....thanks...:)

[ericwt]

I get like that if I have not eaten in a long time. Although usually it is because I eat a chocolate bar and drink coffee on an empty stomach, instead of eating something proper.

But I don't know what is up with you. There is always a reason unless you are like Reb was saying and are clinically depressed.

There is always a reason. Only you can answer that.

[cyphercrash]

Ok we are talking physically ILL right. not just feeling down. Right? if so start a food diary this will acomplish 2 things

1 You will be keeping you mond off it by being anal retentive about your food diary.

2 you will most likely notice a pattern in you eating habbits that will halp point out the physical symptoms. Most common for people is Ulscer, Gerd, poor eating habbits that compound these issues and ciggarette smoking and alcohol.

[passitplz]

Ok we are talking physically ILL right. not just feeling down. Right? if so start a food diary this will acomplish 2 things

1 You will be keeping you mond off it by being anal retentive about your food diary.

2 you will most likely notice a pattern in you eating habbits that will halp point out the physical symptoms. Most common for people is Ulscer, Gerd, poor eating habbits that compound these issues and ciggarette smoking and alcohol.

no not physically... mentally. i got physically sick like 30 min ago but that was just for like 5 min

[cyphercrash]

DO YOU SMOKE cIGGS

[passitplz]

nope, i dont smoke cigs

[Reefer Rogue]

Hang out with a girl ;)

[Matt the Funk]

Idk sounds like you might just be sad....I mean seriously dude, if you are just depressed out of no where and it's only been a day or a few hours what are you expecting? If this lasts for multiple months I'd see a doctor, unless you can handle it on your own....

[JohnGalt]

While it doesn't help any man, I do know how you're feeling. I don't know what it was, but for a few weeks, I just felt absolutly shitty. I couldn't enjoy anything. Everything just made me feel. . .numb. There were a few times when I cosidered suicide simply because I was so....bored. Life just didn't feel like it had any meaning.

Thank God it's starting to balance out though. A few weeks later, I'm just chalking it up to teenage hormones. I really do hope it all works out. Be careful about any kind of drugs (yes, even weed and alcohol) though man, they CAN make it worse if you don't carefully monitor your reactions

[Abunai]

physical activities, moderate sleep, and eat healthy. be sure to get outta the house; interact. Try new or/and different things! Could be hormones or some biological life "stage". Life is a mystery ;D

[Abunai]

Ah & keep the mind busy...over time you'll understand a litttle better and move forward.

[lazy smoker7]

hmm... sounds to me you just need some god's given herb... hey, it always puts a smile on my face and I am pretty sure it will do the same for you ;)

[B.Basher]

Jesus Christ. What is wrong with you guys?

If you've been smoking a lot of draw every day for a while, it causes depression. Everyone gets it when they go overboard, it's a well known fact. I know I did and it's totally fucked.

I would say take a few days off the puff, maybe get a little exercise, have a drink or two. If you feel good when your stoned and depressed again when your not, there's your proof. Just take a time out and you'll feel better in no time.

[lil josh]

are you aged between 14-16?

[Acouwaila]

My bipolar makes me better than all sorts of people b.c of it.

....

[Jah420]

You think differently than others. You have that edge over people.

Yeah it's true.. I have it.. runs somewhere in my family.. and in my whole life i've only ever met one other person who has it..

Every time I try to explain it to someone.. including my mom.. they just phase out.. and I just end up shaking my head slowly in some unknown emotion..

It's the hardest thing to explain.. It's like a different dimension of thinking.

example:

Normal person sees a grasshopper, they see a grasshopper.

Someone with this 'multi-dimensional thinking' sees a grasshopper, they are in observance of it, they see that it is as part of a whole and how the whole fuctions as a part of it's existance. How 'it' (the unknown) is in direct accordance with everything that.. ugh.. fuck it..
trying to explain it directly contradicts the whole fuckin concept lmao

[Greenport]

lately i feel depressed. like ive never felt this way. i feel shitty emotionally and nothin even happened to make me feel this way. idk wtf is wrong with me and its honestly scaring me. its an indescribably feeling. idk wat to do. im sure as shit not goin to a doctor and i dont wanna tell my parents... this seriously sucks.

its not like a poor me feeling or anything like that its just i feel bad. i hope some of u understand what im talkin about and can help.

now u know how i feel all the fucking time bro. Take it from me, dont do anything stupid. Like killing yourself for example, DO NOT DO IT. Just get high and think about all the good things and shit. Thats what I do and lately I have been feeling alot better

[dark0ne]

depression sucks, i get depressed alot. Being lonly dosn't help things eather. get some freinds together on a nice day and go to the woods, or a lake. talk shit out with them.... thats what freinds are for. main thing is get out of the house. hanging arround the same place day after day is boring even if you have the dankest weed.

[Jah420]

lately i feel depressed.

i feel shitty emotionally and nothin even happened to make me feel this way. idk wtf is wrong with me and its honestly scaring me. its an indescribably feeling. idk wat to do. im sure as shit not goin to a doctor and i dont wanna tell my parents... this seriously sucks.

its not like a poor me feeling or anything like that its just i feel bad. i hope some of u understand what im talkin about and can help.

I've had the same feeling for almost 2 years now.. and yeah.. same as you.. nothing set it off.. it just sort of developed.

One thing I was absolutely adamant about was that I didn't want to see any doctors.. I just find it laughable that a 52yr old grey balding guy.. in a tweed suit.. thats been stuffed so far up his ass for so long that he looks at you outta his nostrils.. is supposed to be the solution to making me feel better.. hahaha fuck offffff. But yeah.. what happened was.. I went to the see the doctor on something unrelated (back pain).. and my mom came with me cuz she can talk to people like that better.. and about 3mins into the appointment she started blasting out a load of stuff about depression and how i'd changed over the last couple years.. I was so PISSED OFF :mad:

He made me do some fuckin questionaire and then started being all fucking patronising EXACTLY like I knew he would be.. I had to really raise my voice at him to stop him making a diagnosis.. he was sayin "well im a doctor.. and its my job to make a diagnosis" ... yeah.. no shit mate.. but I didnt ask you to probe into my life like this so fuck off..

damn.. dude.. learn from that babble... don't let any family go with you to the doctors.. if you want to talk to a doctor its your choice.. and don't worry.. It's not as bad as it seems.. the fear aspect of it could be because it's unknown to you.. but seriously.. it's better than it seems..

chill.. and smoke up good and proper man :rastasmoke:

[lil josh]

are you aged between 14-16?

if so then its just hormones

[Jah420]

There were a few times when I cosidered suicide simply because I was so....bored. Life just didn't feel like it had any meaning.

Last time I felt like that was when I did alot of research into philosophy, got some books goin and started linking things together in my head.. it did actually make me feel THAT shit.. the solution I found was to just go out one weekend and act all day COMPLETELY on impulse.. just doing whatever the fuck you feel like (obviously basically within the law).. and it makes you feel free again.. makes you feel liberated.. like you realise.. sure there may be no point in living.. but there sure aint any point in dying.


Be careful about any kind of drugs (yes, even weed and alcohol) though man, they CAN make it worse if you don't carefully monitor your reactions

Yeah lay off the alcohol man.. depression and alcohol aint friends

[rebgirl420]

Jesus Christ. What is wrong with you guys?

If you've been smoking a lot of draw every day for a while, it causes depression. Everyone gets it when they go overboard, it's a well known fact. I know I did and it's totally fucked.

I would say take a few days off the puff, maybe get a little exercise, have a drink or two. If you feel good when your stoned and depressed again when your not, there's your proof. Just take a time out and you'll feel better in no time.

Wow are YOU wrong haha. Smoking helps my depression and my schizo. It helps my mind stop racing. Its not the pot. Its the person. Oh and telling him to get a "drink" to fix his problems is freaking stupid. If ANYTHING is going to make it worse its alcohol!

[passitplz]

i still dont know what was wrong... i shouldnt be that way... i lost a shitoad of weight, i got stronger, im in all honors classes, and girls are all over me now yet i still felt that bad feeling. it couldve been xanax i took but idk. today i felt kinda off but different and i basically slept through the last couple days for a reason i do not know. and today i knocked out a kid just cuz he called me a pussy. i got that angry over just a name. it just didnt seem right to me. even tho he might have learned his lesson i still feel bad about it.

idk i guess everybody goes through this shit. and to whoever asked im 15. ill just wait it out i guess.

[rebgirl420]

Why yes, you cleared it up quite well. Now lets just forget it was brought up so that neither of us get in trouble for talking about such a crappy topic :thumbsup:

[passitplz]

do u like the doctor reb?

[rebgirl420]

My therapist? Or the staff at the mental hospital? Because both are pretty nice. All the staff at the hospital were college kids so it went by pretty well. And my therapist is hilarious. I only see him though when i need my meds refilled. Im supposed to go more but nothing bad has happened lately so I dont feel a need too.

[GotWake88]

I get really depressed in the winter. It's seasonal for me. I am really happy in the summer, though. Except slightly depressed when it gets dark out. I don't know what the fuck it is, but I always have to have all the lights on in the house. It really is indescribable, not sad, not mad, not paranoid... just an indescribable feeling of emptiness. Smoking always does the trick, though!:jointsmile:

[MrMojoRisin7127]

I get really depressed in the winter. It's seasonal for me. I am really happy in the summer, though. Except slightly depressed when it gets dark out. I don't know what the fuck it is, but I always have to have all the lights on in the house. It really is indescribable, not sad, not mad, not paranoid... just an indescribable feeling of emptiness. Smoking always does the trick, though!:jointsmile:


Yeah, sounds like you have seasonal affective disorder. My mom has this and she has to sit in front of this big ass light for like a half hour in the winter. Whatever works i guess...:thumbsup:

[crudemood]

It could be a part of growing up, I remember that feeling so well! But you get used to, it kind of numbs over and you accept it? Its not a bad thing it just makes you more aware of everything is all.

[Nocturnal Stoner]

I went through a 4 month phase of thinking life was pointless, then I started to blaze with some really cool people, now i'm only worried bout exams and always look forward to my next high.

Hope you feel better man, it sucks to hear shit like that happening to safe people whereas dickheads get to live life happily and being arrogant cunts....just needed to get some stuff of my chest. :D

[Adrenaline Rush]

lately i feel depressed. like ive never felt this way. i feel shitty emotionally and nothin even happened to make me feel this way. idk wtf is wrong with me and its honestly scaring me. its an indescribably feeling. idk wat to do. im sure as shit not goin to a doctor and i dont wanna tell my parents... this seriously sucks.

its not like a poor me feeling or anything like that its just i feel bad. i hope some of u understand what im talkin about and can help.

smoke another bowl and you'll be fine....


J/K

All joking aside, maybe it's just a mood swing. I've had consecutive days where for some reason I feel like the world is coming down on me only to find out a few days later that everything is ok. Hopefully everything works out for you. If you still feel that same way in a few weeks, I would consider seeing a doctor.

[M3nt0R]

Stronger than that? Having a mental illness gives you crazy boost above people. My bipolar makes me better than all sorts of people b.c of it.

So wanting to shoot up the school twice is a sign of being a better person?

[MagicalHerb]

im not sure if it an overwhelming feeling cuz i dont know which point would be everwhelming. and no i didnt just graduate.

i just got sick about 5 min ago and i havent even eatin anything since like 4 so thats weird.

idk

*edit* i was on bars a while ago could that be it?

could be bars who knows
bars are bad
i know the feeling your talking about though its despair! despair comes in little waves for me sometimes. it goes away, try to surround yourself with friends who are good and just kick it for a while

[NextLineIsMine]

its 100% normal man. Theres doesn't have to be shitty things going on in your life to feel down. The only time you should take notice is if you have been down for weeks with no good reason to feel so.

My best personal advice is to go exercise, even if you feel like your not in the mood. Do as many push ups as you can or something and endorphins can cure it in a snap

[passitplz]

yea im feelin better now but like also theres nothing to look forward to. i dont beleive in god (and seriously i dont need any motherfuckers tellin me im wrong for that) so like death is basically the only thing to look forward to cuz its the end and atleast then youll know what actually happens when you die. dont know if that made sense but w/e... thx to all

"smoke one, what the fuck you waitin on?" :jointsmile:

[ThePeacockNamethTom]

You just have to accept your mental instability and insanity. I'm luckily not too cracked, although if I do anymore acid, something is going to break. If you want help, seek it; elsewhere, live with it, as God made you.

[Jeff Spicoli]

don't be a fucking idiot. go to a doctor, doctors are the greatest people in the earth, they make you feel better and give you drugs. puha. seriously tho, if you think you got depression and you don't do nothing about it, when your an adult you will be kicking yourself in the ass.