Im so sick and tired.

[Greenport]

Im so sick and tired of people calling me a fuckup and them im gunna be a bum on the street cause i smoke weed. and my emotions are being bottled up inside of me, its not just this, its with my dad and everything, my fucking feelings constantly being put down by others. But im just gunna do the weed one because its more relevant to this site. First off, dont u fucking say shit about me or what i do before you know the fucking truth. You dont know who the fuck I am, and I dont want you to know me. Second of all, who the fuck do you think you are telling me that im going down a bad path. Who the fuck gave u the god given right to tell people what the fuck is right and what isnt? Dont fucking tell me im going down a bad path because i fucking make different choices you dont beleive are good ones. You have no right IMO to tell me that im gunna be a fuckup, go fucking kill yourself right now. Im sick and tired of fucking people trying to get me to stop smoking weed and everything, Fuck you. This goes to you too dad. I hope you fucking find this post. And your piece of shit girlfriend. Fuck you.

[TheAtomicPunk]

These are my exact thoughts one year ago.

I've changed alot since then, for the better.
I'm not saying I blame you for feeling this way.

If the tension your parents and peers are putting on you is because of smoking weed, then smoking more weed is not a good solution to the problem.

[Greenport]

i dont smoke weed to escape my problems, i smoke weed because it is who i am. My dad smoked weed for the longest time. Hes a fucking hypocrite piece of shit. No one has the right to tell anyone what they are doing is wrong or right.

[passitplz]

does he pull this shit?---> "and it was the biggest mistake of my life"

[Skwirl07]

they'll never understand us..

[Greenport]

Yup.

[Greenport]

does he pull this shit?---> "and it was the biggest mistake of my life"


and yes he does

[passitplz]

they'll never understand us..

no they completely understand us and they know we are right. its more of a power thing. and they think it'll make them look bad if anyone finds out. also i think there is a little bit of the thought that you might get into harder drugs that scares them.

[Greenport]

Always fucking late with the child support. I dont think hes too concerned. and 4gan2ja0 is my ***** too.

[passitplz]

lol i was lookin for a sig and he told me to put that in there. i add all suggestions:thumbsup:

[Greenport]

say that greenport is ur boi too and no more talk about sigs please i really need some feedback :P

[Skink]

Well I would say you need some anger management to be heading on the right path...

[passitplz]

yea u did say fuck in that about 4,000 times

[Runaway Jim]

Damn... thats kinda how i felt about a year ago.
Then i lost a parent and gained some wisdom and shit on the matter. Basically, it was gonna be a conflict between me and moms, and i just straight up told her that im gonna smoke bud and that theres nothing she can really do to stop me, short of sending me to rehab. I made sure it wasnt a huge issue and it kinda died down, she was still disappointed but she backed off about it, we laid some ground rules and now its basically i just gotta stay responsible and active and do my thing and if bud doesnt affect that it is a non issue. TALK TO THEM... NO MORE FUCK YOU THIS FUCK YOU THAT... you need to be a man and straight up tell them that you get your shit done (if you do, of course) and you are a stand up guy basically and say that if they wanna stop you from tokin up, that theyre gonna have to send you to rehab.
Maybe youre not as crazy as me though, if she had actually sent me to rehab, i probably would have ran off and joined the circus...

[ericwt]

You look like you are young from your avatar Greenport.

The important thing for you to do is not buy into what they are saying.

Although they might be misguided in what they are telling you, I think it is out of concern for you.

Don't let them convince you that you are a fuck up.

You are not. You are a young man going through the hellish teenage years.

Your whole life is ahead of you. You can do anything. Your success or failure is up to you and no one else.

There is no way I can tell you anything that will make growing up any easier.

Just go through the motions and do not believe the labels people are putting on you.

Again I am sure these people care about you. But your life is ultimately your choice. Just try to tolerate it for a few more years and then you can do your own thing.

It is all up to you.

[passitplz]

You look like you are young from your avatar Greenport.

The important thing for you to do is not buy into what they are saying.

Although they might be misguided in what they are telling you, I think it is out of concern for you.

Don't let them convince you that you are a fuck up.

You are not. You are a young man going through the hellish teenage years.

Your whole life is ahead of you. You can do anything. Your success or failure is up to you and no one else.

There is no way I can tell you anything that will make growing up any easier.

Just go through the motions and do not believe the labels people are putting on you.

Again I am sure these people care about you. But your life is ultimately your choice. Just try to tolerate it for a few more years and then you can do your own thing.

It is all up to you.

smartest shit ive heard in a long time... listen to this man. shit only gets worse until u get some good advice, relize its good advice, and then take it. about 2 weeks ago my neighbor had a talk with me and im glad he did cuz it helped.

[Greenport]

im depressed, which is a part of my anger. I need a shrink i know that. And i said fuck 16 times.

[Greenport]

also ive talked to my dad he just doesnt give a damn.

[passitplz]

im depressed, which is a part of my anger. I need a shrink i know that. And i said fuck 16 times.

lol u counted... and u dont need a shrink u just need to think about things... right after u read that dudes post^^

u have ur whole life ahead of u and only like 3 more years until u control it all. just chill and set urself up for the future. fighting with parents will not help no matter how right u are.

[Greenport]

i dont wanna fight with him, he shelters me.

[Weedhound]

Ok....make a list...no, make a bunch of them.

1. What do you want to do with yourself in the near future....what do you want to accomplish and what kind of things do you want to do to have fun. Nothing like .....some day I'll be president......(we can't all be Skink) but realistic goals for the next year or two.

2. What do you want and expect from your father? This is not a list that you have to show him, this is a list for you so anything's fair.

3. What do you think your father wants and expects from you? You might even think about asking him that question (and not like...."well what the fuck do you want from me anyway?") but you don't have to....that part is up to you.

I'd start there. This will hopefully give you somewhere to begin figuring out how to solve some of these issues you're having. . In writing them down and rereading them you may see things a little differently.....the same way you did when you reread your own post. Some of what you have written
may strike you as unrealistic....(we all live happily ever after....) but also may give you some tools and ideas to accomplish what you want to do.

Good luck and feel free to dump this post if you think it's stupid....I won't be offended. :)

[420MissHighTimes420]

The only way I have survived living at my house has been my just completly tuning what my parents say. You need to live your life the way you want to, and do what is right for you. If you feel like smoking has been benificial to your life, then hell yeah keep smoking. But if your dad doesn't want you smoking because it has gotten you into troble in the past then maybe you should listen to him. Fuck this time of life is so hard, it's like you should listen to your parents but at the same time I feel like they just speak to us wrong, like he should accept you, and respect what you think is right, but at the same time he might be right. Don't listen to me I'm so confused about everything in my life right now, the same sort of shit your talking about with having problems with parents n shit. But at the end of they day I never listen to them, I just like to go with the flow and figure shit out on my own.

[Matt the Funk]

NO offense dude. But I don't think you should be smoking weed.

[geonagual]

Just take care of business and he cant say shit..
actions speak louder than words..

[Nailhead]

lol u counted... and u dont need a shrink u just need to think about things... right after u read that dudes post^^.

No he needs a shrink, depression isn't something that will just go away or people grow out of. I've been depressed for a long time, part of it is that it comes and goes, some days I feel fine, other days I hate everything in the world. It's not easy to know how to deal with these issues on your own, I recommend a professional to help. I've put off getting one myself for a long time, hoping I can avoid the embarrassment of talking about my personal life to a stranger, or just have some guy recommend all types of drugs, but I do think if someone thinks they need a shrink, they should get one.

I will say that moving out on my own really helped my relationship with my mom, but it will most likely not make the depression go away. You will just have different issues to deal with, such as loneliness which brings a more self destructive side to depression.

[passitplz]

No he needs a shrink, depression isn't something that will just go away or people grow out of. I've been depressed for a long time, part of it is that it comes and goes, some days I feel fine, other days I hate everything in the world. It's not easy to know how to deal with these issues on your own, I recomend a professional to help. I've put off getting one myself for a long time, hoping I can avoid the emberresment of talking about my personal life to a stranger, or just have some guy recommend all types of drugs, but I do think if someone thinks they need a shrink, go get one.

I will say that moving out on my own really helped my relationship with my mom, but it will most likely not make the depression go away.

ive been depressed before and i dont think goin to a doctor so he can prescribe u all kinds of bs drugs is right. i hate doctors that do that shit(think medicine can solve anything) there the people that fucked up my family... just my opinion tho

[Skink]

happiness is a state of mind,,,find joy in the little things and all will fall into place...

[Greenport]

Yes, but I know you guys can understand where I am coming from. No one has the right to tell me what I am doing is the wrong or right. Not even the government. They gave themselves power to say whats right or wrong. But thats not how god intended things to be. If god exists.

[VoidLivesOn]

Don't worry, one day you're ganna have a job you hate working with people you hate and you'll soon enough wanna bitch about that too.

Oh and a girlfriend.

Maybe its the music you're listening too that makes you feel so bad for no reason...or just murder your dad.

[Jah420]

I got a song for you greenport..

www.myspace.com/forcesofevil (http://www.myspace.com/forcesofevil)

The third one down on the player 'My Life' .. lol give it a listen :thumbsup:

[smoke it]

....fuckin emo rant.... shit happens and people dont always agree with you. deal with it dude.

[AsianStoner420]

Just do not let others got into you man, you know who u are and just be urself and its all gonna be fine.

[Skink]

Yes, but I know you guys can understand where I am coming from. No one has the right to tell me what I am doing is the wrong or right. Not even the government. They gave themselves power to say whats right or wrong. But thats not how god intended things to be. If god exists.

I hope you have a god given talent to know what is right... I listen to all criticism with an open mind,,,I know a lot,,, but there is always someone that comes around that knows better... I always did things my way because it was easier in my mind to do so,,,but I never closed my eyes when I saw someone with a better plan...

[Greenport]

Skink I know what you mean buddy, and I appriciate the feedback. And to that other guy im no way shape or form emo. Its annoying tho that everywhere i look people are all like Stop smoking. I cant stand it. Ive calmed down alot, and I know my dads gunna keep up his shit so im just gunna ignore him. thanks for the feedback.

[Greenport]

lol the song My life has a crazy beat :P

[Greenport]

well ima take ur guys advice and just talk to my dad and chill.. I needa have a talk with him.

[partyguy420]

Im so sick and tired of people calling me a fuckup and them im gunna be a bum on the street cause i smoke weed. and my emotions are being bottled up inside of me, its not just this, its with my dad and everything, my fucking feelings constantly being put down by others. But im just gunna do the weed one because its more relevant to this site. First off, dont u fucking say shit about me or what i do before you know the fucking truth. You dont know who the fuck I am, and I dont want you to know me. Second of all, who the fuck do you think you are telling me that im going down a bad path. Who the fuck gave u the god given right to tell people what the fuck is right and what isnt? Dont fucking tell me im going down a bad path because i fucking make different choices you dont beleive are good ones. You have no right IMO to tell me that im gunna be a fuckup, go fucking kill yourself right now. Im sick and tired of fucking people trying to get me to stop smoking weed and everything, Fuck you. This goes to you too dad. I hope you fucking find this post. And your piece of shit girlfriend. Fuck you.


yeppp your a never gonna amount to nuthing... just go out and prove them all wrong... if its your parents are the ones saying this.... just rember you pic what nursing home they go to.... and you get to choose who wipes there ass... i tell my mom that every time she trys to give me some lame ass punishment LOL.... and it works everytime...

[thcbongman]

Im so sick and tired of people calling me a fuckup and them im gunna be a bum on the street cause i smoke weed. and my emotions are being bottled up inside of me, its not just this, its with my dad and everything, my fucking feelings constantly being put down by others. But im just gunna do the weed one because its more relevant to this site. First off, dont u fucking say shit about me or what i do before you know the fucking truth. You dont know who the fuck I am, and I dont want you to know me. Second of all, who the fuck do you think you are telling me that im going down a bad path. Who the fuck gave u the god given right to tell people what the fuck is right and what isnt? Dont fucking tell me im going down a bad path because i fucking make different choices you dont beleive are good ones. You have no right IMO to tell me that im gunna be a fuckup, go fucking kill yourself right now. Im sick and tired of fucking people trying to get me to stop smoking weed and everything, Fuck you. This goes to you too dad. I hope you fucking find this post. And your piece of shit girlfriend. Fuck you.

I have a friend who says the same shit for years, and he's now 26. He claims everyone puts him down and hurts his feelings, including me. His life is going nowhere, and he's stuck in this cycle of how he's sick of how everyone's calling him a fuck-up, lazy etc.. In reality he is exactly that. He could be more, alot more. He has many talents, but he fails to use any of the because all he wants to do all day is drink, smoke weed, and make music, not even putting it out anywhere. 26, no job, no degree. I'm on his shun list because of my suggestions he do something with his life. He thinks I'm putting him down for that.

Now I know you are through a lot of shit. There's one thing u gotta do: toughen up. Make something of your life.

You don't need a shrink. You simply gotta prove to yourself you can do something. Get good grades, stop hanging out with shitty people that do shitty in school, people that couldn't give a fuck about you when you are in trouble. Watch those people disappear. Whether you like to hear it or not, how much your parents are dicks, they at least care enough to say it to you.

Be something. Get good grades, flirt with girls, enjoy the little things in life. Through your angst, channel it constructively.

You are a smart, sensitive, thoughtful guy. Don't end up like my friend, because he convinced himself to believe all the shit people say about him.

[slipknotpsycho]

just tell them to go fuck themselves... ask them how much more they coudl accomplish in life if they didn't waste time worrying about you over some false pretenses or assumptions.... and if it's just a guy that's a friend, ask him if he wants to suck your dick cuz he sure tkaes a great intrest in you and your life, should shut him up pretty quick lol...