My new weird life and mental highs...don't like it.

[MotleyCrueBoy24]

I just feel so weird....

I've been smoking some very mental shit and I've wound up coming up with some of the craziest shit high and having really deep thoughts on how pathetic and weird my life is. It gives me this bad buzz even when I'm not high......

Usually with mental stuff I'll have deep thoughts but I won't feel like my life has changed otherwise....but now I do feel like it has.

I think I'm going to stop smoking for a few days......see if I can just come to grips with the reality that was and still is (but I just have a different perceptions).

My life really isn't that weird...I just feel like it is.

[Specialty Cakes]

yeah man, I'd quit till my consciouce clears, or however you spell that

[Escher]

Thats how I am. Except it doesn't matter what kind of weed it is. Most of the time I completely zone out and just think, not even talking to my friends. I also think people are talking shit about me when I'm high. Even if the t.v. is on in the other room and I think its someone whispering talking about me.

[Inferius]

Happens to me every time I binge.
When you use mind-altering drugs often, things can get pretty uncomfortable and anxious and depressing when you start thinking the wrong thoughts.
The only cure is a break. Find your way back to happyness, try a different strain, and find a new style of sound to feed your ears, leading to a different binge expirience. Try to keep things light.